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A dying son.

A Mother willing to do anything to save him.


One mother’s life will change in the blink of an eye—and there’s no going back.

Elaine’s worst fears become reality when her beloved son Jakob is diagnosed with cancer. She needs to find a bone marrow donor, and time is running out. But while awaiting test results to see if she’s a possible match, Elaine learns a shocking truth about her son; a truth that threatens to send her back to the pills that almost destroyed her life once before; a truth that pushes her already fragile mental state to the breaking point.

Even as the family faces this new crisis, a ghost from Elaine’s past emerges to jeopardize everything she’s built. But is the threat real, or is it all in her mind?

Elaine needs to stay strong for her son, but as her whole reality continues to unravel, she can’t trust anyone—not even herself.


“I haven’t been this impressed by a debut from an author since Behind Closed Doors by B.A. Paris. The author really nailed making you feel just how isolated Clara was and just how desperate she was. Too many times while reading this I was gasping out loud due to a turn I hadn’t seen coming or an injustice I just couldn’t believe. It usually takes me about seven days to read a book due to work and kids but I devoured this in a little over 24 hours. I can’t wait to spread the word about this knockout debut.”


Many unexpected twists leading to changes in empathy for certain characters. This book is not easily put aside but it is probably best not to begin reading it at bedtime!”

“I could NOT put this book down. It kept me on the edge of my seat the whole time. And the ending was not expected! 1 of the best books I’ve read in awhile!!”


So much suspense and adventure. The characters were wonderful and the story line was amazing. You felt as though you were there. Great read.”

Gripped my heart & my nerves!! I really enjoyed this book. So much so that I couldn’t wait to go to bed (where I do most of my reading) to read for another 3-4 hours. 😊 A couple of times I thought I had it figured out, but nope, I didn’t. The characters in the book for the most part are believable. Some you like and some, well….not so much. I can’t think of anything that I didn’t enjoy about the book.”


Definitely some twists in this one. I read it START to finish in one day. That’s always a sign of a great book. For anyone who likes thrillers, this is a ‘must read’!